It has taken me too long to get my "2015 highlights" video posted. After about a year of struggling with simply watching the footage I finally started editing it.
As soon as the editing process began my computer ironically crashed and poetically I lost everything.
The only footage I had back ups of were with my sweet grandma.
Between what I could download from my YouTube channel, the back up footage from 2015 and some very old footage I dug up - I was able to creatively throw together a tribute to my past.
A tribute which I now look on with complete gratitude and love.
My life has made a complete 180 and so much has changed. All really beautiful change but at the time when I was in the midst of the chaos it was a struggle. A really dark, messy, fearful, depressing struggle. If you've read some of my past blog posts you'll know all about this struggle.
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I am finally able to look back on it all with complete gratitude and love. I am so thankful for the adventure it was and I am so excited for my the adventure of my future.
The understanding and appreciation I gained from so much loss and so much difficulty is priceless, if i could go back I wouldn't change a thing.
Where there is loss there is always an even greater presence of love. Letting go can be really hard but it is also incredibly rewarding.
As I close this chapter and lovingly say goodbye, I welcome in the new. I have so much to look forward to.